racheldorothy asked: Hang in there, it can be tough to realize that the person you thought you were going to spend the rest of your life with might not be that person after all, especially after everything you've been through with them. I think that you should look for a job, not for him, but for you, just because the satisfaction you get out of making your own money and being the breadwinner is awesome. In my dream world, I'll be the breadwinner and my boyfriend can stay home and be lazy!

Thank you so much for your words of encouragement. I really want us to get past this. We have gotten this far and there has got to be a reason for it, but it seems like the same issues keep reoccurring. Well talk, things will be fine for awhile and then were bugging each other again. And its gotten to the point where he doesn’t even want to talk to me anymore. I have, however had a few interviews so far, so I am hoping something positive comes out of my hard work :) I wouldnt mind working all the time, I’m sick of staying at home all the time! But, I also need to further my education so I can be eligible for better job opportunities. I am just going to try and stay positive and hope things will get better soon. Stress kills, haha. 

Wow. I didnt mean to write a novel, hehe. My apologies. 
1 year ago